I usually see the first 1 or 2 MAP updates. Then the rest tend to get lost in a flood of Suf holy water and stem chewing. Sometimes I don’t even notice the power changes on the 8th and 9th steps. It’s just become ingrained in my head to look away from the screen. I don’t mind the power numbers as much, tho. It’s the time remaining that gets me. If I count to 5 or 10 repeatedly and slowly in my own head it helps the time go by faster.
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we all do what we can to starve off the lingering suffering. 6 breaths for me is 10 suffering seconds. And the mental anguish is true, we/I do feel I could have gone further/longer in the ramp 
, did one step better than last time so will take it 
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@Dan I don’t but I probably should and will try that next time. I seem to be psyching myself out by looking at the numbers including my heart rate which tends to be at max.
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